Sunday, December 23, 2007
I've spent quite a few orphaned alone Christmases but this year I feel a bit depressed about it. I've seen all my family this year and most of them quite recently so I don't think it's that. I think it's that I'm sick and alone and bored fucking witless. I wonder if feeling sorry for myself will make me feel better and if so for how long. I shall try it and see.